Saturday, 19 February 2011

ETERNAL CHILD

I don’t know why I feel compelled to post this piece, but I do. A mother aged 78 recalls her trials bringing up a child before there was even a word known as “autism”. The child is now 51. Parents are parents all around the globe and this could be the story of anyone with such a child. Enter the world of Tirza and her daughter Ayala. I won't forget this story for a long time, if ever. And I will continue to give thanks for the gift of bright beautiful children blessed an abundance of health and properly balanced brain chemicals.

 
Ayala Katz

When Ayala Katz was a baby, her mother knew something was wrong with her, but in 1960s Israel, no one knew what it was. In the '70s, Katz was one of the first in the country to be diagnosed with autism. But it was already too late for her

By Esti Ahronovitz
February 19, 2011

From the balcony of Tirza Katz's well-kept apartment in Nes Tziona you can see the Be'er Yaakov Mental Health Center atop a nearby hill. There, in a special hostel called Neveh Rivka, is where her autistic daughter, Ayala, 51, lives. 

Every Tuesday, Tirza, 78, takes her daughter out and they spend the day together. 

There is a set ritual: The day begins in Tirza's kitchen where she prepares all of her daughter's favorite foods - cake and coffee, schnitzel and mashed potatoes, and other treats. Then Tirza prepares a bubble bath for her daughter. The bathroom cabinet is stocked with lotions and cosmetics, and Tirza lovingly massages her daughter's gaunt body. 

The finishing touch after each visit is the two bottles of perfume that Ayala receives as a gift. She takes the bottles and looks toward the door. "You want to go home now?" her mother asks. Ayala nods. 

Ayala moved into the Neveh Rivka hostel for autistic adults when it was first opened 13 years ago by Alut, the Israeli Society for Autistic Children. Before then, from the age of 14, she lived in a closed institution for the mentally disabled. Ayala is one of the first people in Israel to have received a diagnosis of autism, and is today one of the oldest such people in the country. 

Neveh Rivka is home to 17 autistic adults age 30 and above, all with a low level of functioning. (Of the 16 hostels in the country run by Alut, this is the only one where all residents are of that level). The daily schedule never changes: wake-up call, showers and breakfast. At 9 A.M. the residents go outside to the yard and work in a workshop for three and a half hours. Then come lunch and rest time. At 4 P.M. there are various activities ~ sports, music, therapeutic massage or an outing. The day concludes with dinner. 

"We try to create a kind of normative model here," says Danny Greiber, the social worker at Neveh Rivka, "a model where people work in the morning and engage in leisure activities in the afternoon." But when the activity ends, what follows is not quite as normative. Often, after dinner, the residents and the staff face a long sleepless night. "If, just once, I could get into the head of one the residents, for just five minutes ...," says Hagit Schwartzman, the hostel director, wistfully. 

In contrast to its colorful, pastoral surroundings, the hostel's old building is devoid of any bold colors or decoration. The only picture is a framed mosaic made by one of the residents and nailed to the wall. 

"Nothing survives here," explains Schwartzman, somewhat apologetically. The toilet water tank in the bathroom is also fastened to the wall and covered by a wide plank ~ otherwise, it, too, would likely be torn off. 

The rooms are furnished very simply, each with two beds and two nightstands. In Ayala's room there is a last remnant of a purple curtain that someone once hung. The hostel has two floors - each with four rooms, a shower and bathroom, a living room with old couches and a television that's used mainly by the staff during the long nights. 

The hostel is surrounded by a high fence. In the yard there is a slide, a seesaw and a bench. A gate leads out to another yard where the workshop is located; the gate is kept locked. 

"Ayala is the 'elder of the tribe,'" Schwartzman explains. Ayala is very thin, with gray curly hair. Her delicate hands are dry and cracked because of her habit of collecting old bits of metal and other assorted junk, and of smelling and touching everything. She looks older than her 51 years. 

"She's aged a lot in the past two years," says Schwartzman, who has been at the hostel for nine years, three of them in a management position. 

In the workshop, like the other residents, Ayala forms heart shapes out of clay that will later be painted in pastel colors and glued to small magnets. She is restless. Abruptly she gets up and walks away. Another woman resident starts jumping. Another is sobbing. This is a routine morning. Calm, even. Ayala comes closer to get a whiff. For her, smell is the "calling card" of a person standing across from her. 

Ayala does not speak. When she's frustrated she yells. When she's happy or relaxed she hums old Hebrew songs. Schwartzman calls her "Ayuli." "Everyone here has a pet name," she says with a smile, blowing a kiss to one of the female residents. 

When work is finished, the group disperses in the yard and waits for lunch. Ayala goes up to her room. On the way she stops in front of a closed door and starts yelling. Behind the door is where the perfumes, whose smells she so dearly loves, are kept. On the wall is a page with instructions for the staff: "When does Ayala get perfume? One spray of perfume on each hand in the morning, after she's finished getting dressed and brushing her teeth. In the afternoon, after she picks up chairs when lunch is over. In the evening, after she picks up chairs when dinner is over." 

From a young age, she showed an inexplicable attraction to strong odors. Her favorite is the smell of iron. "Especially rusted iron," Greiber explains. "It has a more unique smell." 

Outside the hostel, next to the fence, is Ayala's collection from outings in the area: iron rods, bits of lumber, a broken table, an old wheelchair and so on. Twice a day, in the morning and afternoon, the staff let her go out to enjoy her little piece of heaven. There she arranges the objects, fingers them, smells them. 

The staff are continually astounded by her physical strength. "On one outing to the orchards here," recalls Schwartzman, "Ayala found a broken door. She decided to take it with her, but couldn't drag it herself. We didn't help. And then one of the fellows, another resident, grabbed onto the other side of the door and picked it up. We were in shock because there is no connection here between residents. Each one is in his own world.

But they dragged the door together, over a difficult trail, all the way to Ayala's collection. That's one of those things that make one want to keep working in a place like this. We're always being surprised by something else." 

Greiber remembers an old faded sign on the grounds that Ayala noticed on one of their outings. He'll never forget how three staff members had to hold her back to keep her from tearing it off. Today the sign is in her collection. "She is one of the most stubborn people I've ever met," he says with a smile. 

'MAYBE SHE'S MUTE?' 

Ayala Katz was born in 1959 in Bnei Brak, to Tirza and Ephraim, and she has an older brother, Yehoshua. "She was such a lovely, beautiful child," Tirza remembers. Her father was a food supplier and later opened his own meat plant. Her mother worked in a bank. At nine months, Ayala suffered repeated seizures, but the doctors couldn't find any problem. 

"The doctors told me: You're crazy, there's nothing wrong with her," recalls Tirza. 

I said: 'No, she's different, listen to me, I know. I've raised a child already.' But no one listened." 

Months passed and Ayala did not start to talk like other children her age. She refused to learn how to eat on her own or to dress herself, but her beauty fooled everyone. "She looked like the healthiest child possible," Tirza explains. 

We were told: "So she doesn't talk, so what? Maybe she's mute? At the time, no one had heard of autism." 

In the family home, the nights turned to days and the days became unbearable. As a toddler, Ayala hardly slept. Even two hours of sleep in a row at night was unusual. 

"She would get out of bed in the middle of the night and come to me," says Tirza. "I would walk around holding her and singing to her to get her to fall back asleep. She would sing with me until the morning. I call her a gypsy. Even now, when she cries she sings. When she's happy she sings. She sings all the time." 

She kept on taking Ayala to doctors. Tirza's father, Zvi, came along. "I don't know where God gave me the strength," she says. "When the subject [of her development] came up, my husband would lose his composure and start to cry. She didn't feed herself or dress herself. And every time I tried to teach her how to do something, I'd end up feeling like an empty sack of potatoes. My father was my rock. He said: She'll be all right. I needed to find solace in that illusion. No one knew what the matter with her was. 

"At one point we went to a world-renowned neurologist. After a month of tests he told us: 'Forget about the child. Put her in an institution and it will be like it never happened.' 

It was absolutely horrific. My husband went to one side to cry and I went to the other side to cry. I said to myself: I'll show him that what he's saying is wrong. I started working on her from morning till night. I taught her to dress and feed herself and to control her bowel movements. 

The neurologist said she would never get anywhere. And every time I taught her something, I thought: I'll show him. I did as much as I could." 

When Ayala was four, Tirza took her to preschool and stayed with her there. "I thought that if she heard children talking she'd pick something up," she explains. "The children really loved her, but she didn't cooperate with them. The most important thing to her, even then, was smell. She would smell the children. If she liked the smell, you were her friend. If not, you couldn't come near her." 

HOW DID SOCIETY ACCEPT AYALA? 

Katz: "The society was very closed to anyone abnormal. If I heard about a family that had a child who was abnormal and I went to them to hear about their experience, to ask for help, they would tell me: 'There's no such thing in our family' and slam the door. 

We lived in Bnei Brak then and the attitude was terrible. I would take Ayala out in the stroller and neighbor women would shout: 'Why are you spoiling her? Such a big girl, in a stroller!' 

We took her everywhere we went. And wherever she wasn't wanted, we weren't wanted either. Other relatives thought I was exaggerating. They didn't see what was wrong with her because she was so pretty. 'So she doesn't talk,' they told me." 

When Ayala reached school age, she was kept at home. Tirza continued to seek answers: "I went from speech therapists to music therapists, and no one knew what it was. Ayala wouldn't cooperate; she didn't want anyone to touch her. She didn't speak, but she understood whatever I said to her. I would tell her: 'Take the socks to Daddy,' and she would do that. When I told her that we were making a cake that she liked, she would take all the ingredients out of the fridge. I saw that the comprehension was there, but there was no power of expression. Even now. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if there was a hidden button somewhere that I could press so she would start to talk." 

From the time she was very young, Ayala's great love for music was apparent. "We would take her to concerts of the Philharmonic and if there was an intermission she would roar until tomorrow. Here in the house she had a big record player. In the middle of the night she would listen to records, and play them at all possible speeds." 

Another thing the family had to deal with was Ayala running away. "I would get up at night and find her bed empty," says Tirza. "More than once, we had the whole police force out looking for her. She would run away half-naked. There were times when we would hide the keys, sleep with them under the pillow, but then she would open the shutters and escape. 

It was terrifying. Just imagine what it was like: You get up at night and your child is not in their bed." 

'ONGOING NIGHTMARE' 

The photos in the family album don't show the specter that weighed heavily on the family. 

Here are Ayala and her father at the beach. And Ayala in her mother's arms ~ a curly-haired, plump and gorgeous little girl. The last picture was taken when she was 10 years old; it hangs in the living room. After that, there are no more pictures. At that age, after much agonizing by her family, Ayala was placed in an institution. 

What was it that made you finally decide to take her out of the house? 

"Life at home had become an ongoing nightmare and when she was that age we couldn't cope anymore. I felt I was losing my mind. She didn't go to school and she was with me at home, day and night. She would run away in the middle of the night. It was a total nightmare." 

Ayala moved into the Merkaz Lema'an Hayeled institution in Jerusalem. "We were referred there by a social worker who explained that this was a place for children like her," says Tirza. "It was a new thing ~ just a small number of children and individual, special care. No one was using the word autism yet. 

"We went to see the place. It was very hard. My husband couldn't accept it. Even after we put her there, he didn't go to see her. He couldn't take it. Eventually, the social worker called and told him: 'If you don't come we're taking her out of here.'" 

You reached the point where it was so hard with the child that you were better off without her? 

"It was harder than hell. To part with a child you are so close to, and to move her so far away that you can't see her every day ~ it tears you apart. I knew they would take care of her, but I also knew what I gave her. I wasn't sure they could give her what I gave her. 

"Ayala didn't want to be there during those four years [and] we didn't see progress. She came home every Friday and every Sunday I brought her back there. Always with tears. 

At some point I went back to work, in the family business, otherwise I would have lost my mind from sitting and thinking: What is she doing now? Did she run away? 

"One of my nieces was studying special education at the time. I warned her: Think twice ~ you're not just dealing with the child, you're also dealing with the parent, and that's 10 times harder." 

When Ayala turned 14, her parents searched for another institution for her that would be right for her age. In the end, with heavy hearts, they put her in Neveh Menashe, near Hadera, a home for the mentally disabled, where Ayala lived for the next 24 years. 

"At the time, they had 360 mentally retarded children there," says Tirza. "Since Ayala had a tendency to run away, they put her in a closed ward ~ with bars. And that's when the serious regression started." 

In her first years at Neveh Menashe, Ayala tried to run away time and time again. Often, she would behave nicely until the caregivers began to trust her more, and then she would find her way to the gate. 

"That's where the problem with the metal started, too," says Tirza. "She's attracted to metal objects. At Neveh Menashe they had Jewish Agency beds, made of iron. She would throw patients out of the bed and then jump on the beds until they fell apart. And then she would drag the pieces of iron back to her ward." 

Tirza says her daughter was treated with psychiatric drugs back then. "They totally drugged her. When I realized that they were doing that, I went to the psychiatrist and asked why. 

He told me: 'She's disturbing everyone.' 

I told him: 'That's why she's here. Why don't you just anesthetize everyone so you can have some quiet? Drugging her is not the way. If anything happens, I'll sue you.' 

And then he said to me: 'What would you like us to do? She's been diagnosed as autistic.' 

And I said: 'What? What's that?' 

He said: 'We don't know exactly either. If I knew more I would tell you.' 

"I went to the parents' committee there and together we waged a campaign against the use of psychiatric drugs on our children. I also started to investigate what autism was. At the time there wasn't much knowledge about it and no tools for dealing with it." 

THE VICTIM AT HOME 

Thirteen years ago, Alut opened Neveh Rivka. A group of parents whose autistic children had been institutionalized in facilities for the mentally ill moved them there (among them Rivka Fiss, for whom the place was named); Ayala also moved there from Neveh Menashe. 

The move to the new institution, like other big transitions in her life, was very tumultuous. 

Schwartzman says Ayala kept trying to dig her way under the fences with her bare hands to try to escape. 

Today, she appears to have found her place. Tirza feels her daughter has finally found a home: "When I bring her back there, when we get to the front door, she already wants me to leave. She's found her home, and it's a weight off my heart. I think that at long last she is happy. Today the only thing she will say is 'bye-bye' when I leave her there." 

Tirza and Ephraim sold their house and moved to a place just five minutes away from the new hostel. One room in their apartment is reserved for Ayala; Tirza often urges her to stay the night, but Ayala prefers her room at Neveh Rivka. 

In its first years, Neveh Rivka had an active parents' group. But that has changed. "Out of 17 residents, there are now four or five families that come to visit their children," says Tirza. 

"There are some children who don't have parents anymore. We're all older parents, most are around my age. Many are weary at this point from life's hardships. And siblings don't come. I've discussed this issue a lot with other parents. Siblings promise that when the parents are gone they'll take care of the children. I'm not sure." 

For two weeks now, Tirza hasn't picked up Ayala for their weekly date: Tirza recently had cataract surgery and then she was ill with the flu. "If I don't come one week, she makes a big ruckus," she says sadly. Schwartzman says that Ayala always waits for her mother's visit and gets agitated if she doesn't come. 

Ephraim died two years ago, after years of battling heart disease and cancer. 

"After he died I sat with Ayala alone in the room," Schwartzman explains, "and I told her that her father had been very sick and that he passed away. At that moment there was no response. In time there was a change in behavior. She became more agitated, less calm. She was used to seeing him at home on Tuesdays. I think she understood that he was gone." 

What Tirza fears most is the day when she will no longer be able to visit her daughter: "I know my daughter-in-law will do all she can and visit Ayala. And the grandchildren have promised, too. I don't expect anything or ask anything from my son. He's had enough his whole life. He's carrying a very big burden. 

Shuki suffered and paid a very high price. I remember one day when I came home with Ayala and Shuki wanted my help with something. I was worn out and I told him: 'Just let me rest for 15 minutes.' He was just a little boy, and he stood there in front of me with his hands on his hips and said: 'Mommy, when will you understand me?' I will never forget that moment. I told myself: That's it, I have to find time for him, too." 

And were you able to do that? 

"It was hard. Ayala was constantly tearing up his notebooks and books. I told him: You can fight with her like any brother and sister; you can yell at her and hit her. Accept her as she is with her limitations and if she bothers you too much, you can kick her out of your room. He was embarrassed to invite friends over. I told him: She's your sister, for better or worse. 

"There was a period when she liked to walk around naked and it was unbearable for him, especially when anyone was over. One time he went downstairs to play ~ we lived on the third floor ~ and I heard the whole gang of kids shouting at him, 'You have a crazy sister.' It was kids being mean." 

Did you ever talk with him about what he went through? 

"I've tried to talk with him lots of times. He always tells me: 'Mom, I've got enough on my mind.' Today he is the father of four wonderful children who give us a lot of joy." 

When Ayala is happy she moves her hands in circles. Music gives her pleasure ~ especially Hebrew music. "She loves the old songs of the Palmach," says Schwartzman. Tirza says that she brought a CD player to the place twice, "but the children broke it." 

You call them children. 

"Yes, they will remain children forever." 

Do you ever think about where Ayala might be today if when she was young, there had been the kind of knowledge about autism that we have now? 

"It's a whole different world today. If she were born today, I'm sure she'd be talking and going to school. We would have succeeded much more. Even though today in the field of autism they're still groping in the darkness." 

Do you feel you missed out? 

"What could I do? I just thank God that anyone who has to go through this ordeal today has help from Alut and that there's a lot more knowledge. Unfortunately, even now there are parents who just get wrapped up in their sorrow and don't seek help. When I come across such people, I point them in the right direction. I try to help. When I asked for help, I got the door slammed in my face, and right then I vowed that whatever I knew I would teach others." 

Do you still see a stigma attached to autism? 

"I see that there is still an aversion to the label. My husband also used to say to me: 'What do the doctors know? How can they just decide things?' 

And I would tell him: 'Ephraim, be realistic. Look at what we're going through.' 

And he would say: 'So what? If they say she's retarded or autistic ~ will that make it any better?' 

"You know, when I used to go to Neveh Menashe, on the way I would pick up another mother whose son was there. We would talk the whole way there and she always said: 'My son is almost normal.' One day I said to her: 'Look, if you don't open your eyes, you're going to fall into a very deep pit.' It is very, very hard for parents to see this. And if you don't keep both feet on the ground, you'll be lost."

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QUOTES BY JEWS

QUOTES BY JEWS

In Russia there comes the hope of the world, not as that sometimes termed of the communistic, or Bolshevik, no; but freedom,freedom! That each man will live for his fellow man! The principle has been born. It will take years for it to be crystallized, but out of Russia comes again the hope of the world. ~ Edgar Cayce, 1944, No. 3976-29


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These pro-Israel people like pledges: they tried to force me to sign a pledge of loyalty to Israel. When I refused, it was trench warfare, hand to hand combat every day I was in the Congress, and the U.S. people never knew that I was fighting to remain independent for them. To make real peace and to find real justice. Here, they have the whole of the U.S. government making pledges to them!!! Unbelievable. ~ Cynthia McKinney, PhD
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“The Talmud is to this day the circulating heart’s blood of the Jewish religion. Whatever laws, customs or ceremonies we observe ~ whether we are Orthodox, Conservative, Reform or merely spasmodic sentimentalists ~ we follow the Talmud. It is our common law.” ~ Herman Wouk

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“Those who are incapable of attaining to supreme religious values include the black colored people and those who resemble them in their climates. Their nature is like the mute animals. Their level among existing things is below that of a man and above that of a monkey.” ~ Maimonides

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“All of the anxious sighing, longing and hoping of their hearts is directed to the time when some day they would like to deal with us heathen as they dealt with the heathen in Persia at the time of Esther”. ~ Martin Luther

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WORDS AND WARNINGS OF WICKEDNESS


"If [Jews] are as wise as they claim to be, they will labour to make Jews American, instead of labouring to make America Jewish. The genius of the United States of America is Christian in the broadest sense, and its destiny is to remain Christian. This carries no sectarian meaning with it, but relates to a basic principle which differs from other principles in that it provides for liberty with morality, and pledges society to a code of relations based on fundamental Christian conceptions of human rights and duties." ~ Henry Ford


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“It doesn’t even enter their heads to build up a Jewish state in Palestine for the purpose of living there; all they want is a central organization for their international world swindle, endowed with its own sovereign rights and removed from the intervention of other states: a haven for convicted scoundrels and a university for budding crooks.” ~ Adolf Hitler, Mein Kampf, Chapter 11

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The real God of the Universe does not have “Chosen” in the first place because he is perfect as we understand and predilection is a human weakness. The Jews invented the OT to fool humanity as always. The real God of the Universe does not send any body to kill, destroy his own creation, to rape, to maim, to create misery and havoc on other people. Don’t you get it? the God in the OT is a monster, is another one of the many Gods in the dessert, those sacrifices offered to God are Satanic as their name and the Jews keep offering sacrifices to their God. Last year they immolated thousands of human beings in Gaza to their God Baal, Moloch, Azazel, Satan, Lucifer. ~Isaas, TUT

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"I had been asked to sign a pledge for Israel when I first became a candidate for Congress and after refusing to do so my congressional career became trench warfare, hand to hand combat just to remain in the congress.


Ever since my refusal to sign that pledge for Israel the pro-Israel lobby let me know that my political net was in the hangman's noose it was the pro-Israel lobby they decided to tighten that noose." ~ Cynthia McKinney

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"Himself a Jew, Marx has around him, in London and France, but especially in Germany, a multitude of more or less clever, scheming, agile, speculating Jews ~ such as Jews are everywhere: commercial or banking agents, writers, politicians, reporters for newspapers of all shades, with one foot in the bank and the other in the socialist movement, and with their arses sitted upon the German daily press ~ they have taken possession of all the newspapers ~ and you can imagine what kind of sickening literature they produce. Now, this entire Jewish world, which glut a single profiteering sect, a nation of blooksuckers, a single gluttonous parasite closely and intimately interlinked not only across national borders, but across all differences of political opinion ~ this Jewish world today stands for the most part at the disposal of Marx and, at the same time, at the disposal of Rothschild.

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This may seem strange. What can there be in common between Communism and the largest banks? Ho-ho! The Communism of Marx seeks an enormous centralization of the state, and where such exists, there must inevitably be a central state bank, and where such a bank exists, the parasitic Jewish nation, which profiteers from the labour of others, will always find a way to prevail. In reality, for the proletariat, this would be a barrack regime, under which the working men and the working women, converted into a uniform mass, would rise, fall asleep, work, and live at the beat of the drum." ~ Bakunin (1814-1876)

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“We entered the synagogue, which was packed with the greatest stinking bunch of humanity I have ever seen. When we got about halfway up, the head rabbi, who was dressed in a fur hat similar to that worn by Henry VIII of England and in a surplice heavily embroidered and very filthy, came down and met the General (Eisenhower)...The smell was so terrible that I almost fainted and actually about three hours later lost my lunch as the result remembering it." ~ General Patton in Germany, diary entry Sept 17, 1945
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The U.S. Congress officially recognized the Noahide Laws in legislation that was passed by both houses. Congress and the President of the U. S., George Bush, indicated in Public Law 102-14, 102nd Congress, that the United States of America was founded upon the Seven Universal Laws of Noah, and that these Laws have been the bedrock of society from the dawn of civilization. They also acknowledged that the Seven Laws of Noah are the foundation upon which civilization stands and that recent weakening of these principles threaten the fabric of civilized society, and that justified preoccupation in educating the Citizens of the U.S. of America and future generations is needed. For this purpose, this Public Law designated March 26, 1991 as Education Day.”
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Marxism, to which all branches of Socialism necessarily adhere, was originated by Jew Karl Marx, himself of rabbinical descent and has been dominated by them from the beginning. Marx did not actually originate anything; he merely “streamlined” Talmudism for Gentile consumption.” ~ Elizabeth Dilling

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Every time anyone says that Israel is our only friend in the Middle East, I can’t help but think that before Israel, we had no enemies in the Middle East.” ~ Fr. John Sheehan, S.J.

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The cruel canard ‘anti-Semitic’ does not apply for many reasons, not the least of which is the simple fact that the slanderous word itself is derived from language games for purposes of propaganda and in real world context has no validity. ~ Tom Valentine

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Follow the path of the unsafe, independent thinker.

Expose your ideas to the dangers of controversy.

Speak your mind and fear less the label of 'crackpot'

than the stigma of conformity.

And on issues that seem important to you,

Stand up and be counted at any cost.

~ Thomas J Watson (1874-1956)

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'There is no such thing, at this date of the world's history, in America, as an independent press. You know it and I know it. The business of the Journalist is to destroy truth; to lie outright; to pervert; to vilify; to fawn at the feet of mammon, and to sell his country and his race for his daily bread. You know it and I know it and what folly is this toasting an independent press? We are the tools and vassals for rich men behind the scenes. We are the jumping jacks, they pull the strings and we dance. Our talents, our possibilities and our lives are all the property of other men. We are intellectual prostitutes.' ~ John Swinton, former Chief of Staff, The New York Times, 1953

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WHAT TALMUDICS THINK

Historically, Jews had always thrived in nations and empires with multicultural, pluralistic and tolerant environments, while they fared badly in strong ethnic or nationalistic societies. European Jews have always been the emblematic stranger or ‘other’. Therefore, by definition, a society where the stranger is welcome is good for the Jews, although they have not always appreciated this link. The future of European Jewry is dependent on our ability to shape a multicultural, pluralistic and diverse society. ~ Göran Rosenberg, Jewish author and journalist

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American Jews are committed to cultural tolerance because of their belief ~ one firmly rooted in history ~ that Jews are safe only in a society acceptant of a wide range of attitudes and behaviors, as well as a diversity of religious and ethnic groups. It is this belief, for example, not approval of homosexuality, that leads an overwhelming majority of U.S. Jews to endorse ‘gay rights’ and to take a liberal stance on most other so-called ‘social’ issues. ~ Charles Silberman, Jewish writer and journalist

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The Jew … Judaizes … he provokes religious indifference, but he also imposes on those whose faith he destroys, his own concept of the world, of morality, and of human life. The Jews detests the spirit of the nation in the midst of which they live. ~ Bernard Lazare

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We will legally define the Talmud as the basis of the Israeli legal system. ~ Benjamin Netanyahu

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"Anti-Communism is Antisemitism." ~ Jewish Voice, July ~ August 1941.

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We Jews, we, the destroyers, will remain the destroyers forever. Nothing that you will do will meet our needs and demands. We will forever destroy because we need a world of our own. ~ Maurice Samuels, You Gentiles. 1942.

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According to the Talmud...."...When the serpent came unto Eve, he infused filthy lust in her (but) when Israel stood on Sinai, that lust was eliminated" ~ Talmud, Abodah Zarah 22b

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As monstrous as it may seem, we are engaged in close combat between Israel and the Nations ~ and it can only be genocidal and total because it is about our and their identities. ~ Yitzhak Attia, Israel Magazine, April 2003

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"Some may call it Communism, but I call it what it is: Judaism." ~ Rabbi Stephen Weiss.

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It was hard for Satan alone to mislead the whole world, so he appointed prominent rabbis in different localities. ~ A Chasidic saying attributed to Nahman of Bratzlav, early 19th century

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It is our duty to force all mankind to accept the seven Noahide laws, and if not ~ they will be killed." ~ Rabbi Yitzhak Ginsburg

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"The Jews are called human beings, but the non-Jews are not humans. They are beasts." ~ Talmud: Baba mezia, 114b
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"The Akum (non-Jew) is like a dog. Yes, the scripture teaches to honor the the dog more than the non-Jew." ~ Ereget Raschi Erod. 22 30
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"Even though God created the non-Jew they are still animals in human form. It is not becoming for a Jew to be served by an animal. Therefore he will be served by animals in human form." ~ Midrasch Talpioth, p. 255, Warsaw 1855
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Dear World, "I understand that you are upset by us here in Israel. Indeed, it appears you are very upset, even angry. So…it is because we became so upset over upsetting you, dear world, that we decided to leave you ~ and establish a Jewish State.” ~ Rabbi Meir Kahane, 1988

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"A pregnant non-Jew is no better than a pregnant animal." ~ Coschen hamischpat 405
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"The souls of non-Jews come from impure sprits and are called pigs." ~ Jalkut Rubeni gadol 12b
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"Although the non-Jew has the same body structure as the Jew, they compare with the Jew like a monkey to a human." ~ Schene luchoth haberith, p. 250 b
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"If you eat with a Gentile, it is the same as eating with a dog." ~ Tosapoth, Jebamoth 94b
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"If a Jew has a non-Jewish servant or maid who dies, one should not express sympathy to the Jew. You should tell the Jew: "God will replace 'your loss', just as if one of his oxen or asses had died." ~ Jore dea 377, 1

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"Sexual intercourse between Gentiles is like intercourse between animals." ~ Talmud Sanhedrin 74b

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"It is permitted to take the body and the life of a Gentile." ~ Sepher ikkarim III c 25
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"It is the law to kill anyone who denies the Torah. The Christians belong to the denying ones of the Torah." ~ Coschen hamischpat 425 Hagah 425. 5
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"A heretic Gentile you may kill outright with your own hands." ~ Talmud, Abodah Zara, 4b
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"Every Jew, who spills the blood of the godless (non-Jews), is doing the same as making a sacrifice to God." ~ Talmud: Bammidber raba c 21 & Jalkut 772

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Treason to whiteness is loyalty to humanity. The goal of abolishing the white race is on its face so desirable that some may find it hard to believe that it could incur any opposition other than from committed white supremacists. ~ Noel Ignatiev, Harvard Magazine, Sep-Oct 2002

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We intend to keep bashing the dead white males, and the live ones, and the females too, until the social construct known as ‘the white race’ is destroyed, not ‘deconstructed’ but destroyed.

Even if reason tells us, even shouts with all its force the very absurdity of this confrontation between the small and insignificant people of Israel [i.e., all Jewry worldwide, not just “the State of Israel”] and the rest of humanity… as absurd, as incoherent and as monstrous as it may seem, we are engaged in close combat between Israel and the Nations ~ and it can only be genocidal and total because it is about our and their identities. ~ Yitzhak Attia, Israel Magazine, April 2003

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Any trial based on the assumption that Jews and goyim are equal is a total travesty of justice. ~ Rabbi Yitzhak Ginsburg, June 6, 1989:

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REVENGE OF THE JEWISH RABBIS OF SPAIN
In 1492 CE, Chemor, chief Rabbi of Spain, wrote to the Grand Sanhedrin, which had its seat in Constantinople, for advice, when a Spanish law threatened expulsion (after the fall of Muslim rule in spain).

This was the reply:

” Beloved brethren in Moses, we have received your letter in which you tell us of the anxieties and misfortunes which you are enduring. We are pierced by as great pain to hear it as yourselves. The advice of the Grand Satraps and Rabbis is the following:

1. As for what you say that the King of Spain obliges you to become Christians: do it, since you cannot do otherwise.
2. As for what you say about the command to despoil you of your property: make your sons merchants that they may despoil, little by little, the Christians of theirs.
3. As for what you say about making attempts on your lives: make your sons doctors and apothecaries, that they may take away Christians’ lives.
4. As for what you say of their destroying your synagogues: make your sons canons and clerics in order that they may destroy their churches. [Emphasis mine]
5. As for the many other vexations you complain of: arrange that your sons become advocates and lawyers, and see that they always mix in affairs of State, that by putting Christians under your yoke you may dominate the world and be avenged on them.
6. Do not swerve from this order that we give you, because you will find by experience that, humiliated as you are, you will reach the actuality of power.

(Signed) PRINCE OF THE JEWS OF CONSTANTINOPLE.”
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The reply is found in the sixteenth century Spanish book, La Silva Curiosa, by Julio-Iniguez de Medrano (Paris, Orry, 1608), on pages 156 and 157, with the following explanation: “This letter following was found in the archives of Toledo by the Hermit of Salamanca, (while) searching the ancient records of the kingdoms of Spain; and, as it is expressive and remarkable, I wish to write it here.” ~ vide, photostat facing page 80. ~ The above was quoted from Waters Flowing Eastward by Paquita de Shishmareff, pp. 73-74

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“[1] When the Lord your God brings you into the land that you are about to enter and occupy, and he clears away many nations before you ~ the Hittites, the Girgashites, the Amorites, the Canaanites, the Perizzites, the Hivites, and the Jebusites, seven nations mightier and more numerous than you ~ [2] and when the Lord your God gives them over to you and you defeat them, then you must utterly destroy them. Make no covenant with them and show them no mercy” (Deut 7:1-2).

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"Compassion towards the wicked is really wickedness. It is along these lines that Rabbi Levi opened his speech in honor of Purim: (Talmud, Megillah, 11a): "If you do not uproot the inhabitants of the Land, and allow them to remain - they will become thorns in your sides, and will cause trouble for you in the Land in which you dwell." (Bamidbar 33:55) The mitzvah, then of wiping out Amalek [Palestinians], actually stems from the value of compassion and kindness - compassion on all those whom Amalek threatens to exterminate. This mitzvah is an ongoing one, and valid even today. Today, too, there are those ~ driven by a deep-seeded anti-Semitism - who desperately wish to kill us. These are the people whom the Torah commanded us to obliterate, to leave no memory of them." ~ Rabbi Zalman Baruch Melamed

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Nachman Abramovic demonized Palestinian children stating: “They may look young to you, but these people are terrorists at heart. Don’t look at their deceptively innocent faces, try to think of the demons inside each of them. I am absolutely certain these people would grow to be evil terrorists if we allowed them to grow. Would you allow them to grow to kill your children or finish them off right now? Honest and moral people ought to differentiate between true humans and human animals. We do kill human animals and we do so unapologetically. Besides, who in the West is in a position to lecture us on killing human animals. After all, whose hands are clean?”

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"Wars are the Jews’ harvest, for with them we wipe out the Christians and get control of their gold. We have already killed 100 million of them, and the end is not yet." ~ Chief Rabbi in France, in 1859, Rabbi Reichorn

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"The Communist soul is the soul of Judaism. Hence it follows that, just as in the Russian revolution the triumph of Communism was the triumph of Judaism, so also in the triumph of fascism will triumph Judaism." ~ Rabbi Harry Waton, A Program for the Jews and Humanity, p. 143-144

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If a Jew is tempted to do evil he should go to a city where he is not known and do the evil there. ~ Moed Kattan 17a

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The Jewish people as a whole will become its own Messiah. It will attain world domination by the dissolution of other races, by the abolition of frontiers, the annihilation of monarchy and by the establishment of a world republic in which the Jews will everywhere exercise the privilege of citizenship. In this New World Order, the “children of Israel” will furnish all the leaders without encountering opposition. The governments of the different peoples forming the world republic will fall without difficulty into the hands of the Jews. It will then be possible for the Jewish rulers to abolish private property and everywhere to make use of the resources of the state. Thus will the promise of the Talmud be fulfilled in which it is said that when the Messianic time is come, the Jews will have all the property of the whole world in their hands. ~ Baruch Levy in a letter to Karl Marx.

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"My opinion of Christian Zionists? They're scum, but don't tell them that. We need all the useful idiots we can get right now." ~ Bibi Netanyahu

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It was hard for Satan alone to mislead the whole world, so he appointed prominent rabbis in different localities. ~ A Chasidic saying attributed to Nahman of Bratzlav, early 19th century

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Gentiles exist only to serve Jews as slaves. Goyim were only born to serve us. Without that they have no place in the world. Only to serve the people of Israel. Why are gentiles needed? They are only here to work. They will work, they will plow. They will reap. We will sit like effendi and eat. That is why gentiles were created,” Rabbi Yosef, Sha Party, Jerusalem Post, 2011

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"An example of the use of the Jewish code words Esau and Jacob is found in a sermon preached by Rabbi Leon Spitz during the Purim observances in 1946 (quoted here from the American Hebrew of March 1, 1946) : "Let Esau whine and wail and protest to the civilized world, and let Jacob raise his hand to fight the good fight. The anti-Semite . . . understands but one language, and he must be dealt with on his own level. The Purim Jews stood up for their lives. American Jews, too. must come to grips with our contemporary anti-Semites. We must fill our jails with anti-Semitic gangsters. We must fill our insane asylums with anti-Semitic lunatics. We must combat every alien. Jew-hater. We must Harass and prosecute our Jew-baiters to the extreme limits of the laws. We must humble and shame our anti-Semitic hoodlums to such an extent that none will wish or dare to become (their) 'fellow-travelers'.

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This is what Trotsky, a Jew, was preparing for the Russians for the implementation of Communism, which Marx based on the Babylonian Talmud for Gentiles:

"We should turn Her (Russia) into a desert populated with white Niggers. We will impose upon them such a tyranny that was never dreamt by the most hideous despots of the East. The peculiar trait of that tyranny is that it will be enacted from the left rather than the right and it will be red rather than white in color.

Its color will be red literally because we would spill such torrents of blood that they will pale all human losses of the capitalist wars and make the survivors shudder.

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Remember my children, that all the earth must belong to us Jews, and that the gentiles, being mere excrements of animals, must possess nothing. ~ Mayer Amschel Rothschild on his deathbed, 1812

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The largest overseas banks will cooperate with us most closely. If we win the Revolution and squash Russia, on the funeral pyres of its remains we will strengthen the power of Zionism and become a power the whole world would drop in the face of on its knees. We will show the world what real power means.

By way of terror and blood baths we will bring the Russian intelligentsia into a state of total stupor, to idiocy, to the animal state of being. So far our young men dressed in leather ~ the sons of watch repair men from Odessa and Orsha, Gomel and Vinnitza ~ oh, how beautifully, how brilliantly do they master hatred of everything Russian! With what a great delight do they physically destroy the Russian intelligentsia ~ officers, engineers, teachers, priests, generals, agronomists, academicians, writers!" ~ Secret Forces in History of Russia. U.K. Begunov 1995, p 148

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One of the finest things ever done by the mob was the Crucifixion of Christ. Intellectually it was a splendid gesture. But trust the mob to bungle the job. If I’d had charge of executing Christ, I’d have handled it differently. You see, what I’d have done was had him shipped to Rome and fed him to the lions. They could never have made a saviour out of mincemeat!”~ Rabbi Ben Hecht

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The only reason that Jews are in pornography is that we think that Christ sucks. Catholicism sucks.”~ Al Goldstein (publisher of Screw Magazine).

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"The difference between a Jewish soul and souls of non-Jews ~ all of them in all different levels ~ is greater and deeper than the difference between a human soul and the souls of cattle." ~ Rabbi Kook, the Elder, father of the messianic tendency of Jewish fundamentalism, said

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"You have not begun to appreciate the depth of our guilt. We are intruders. We are subverters. We have taken your natural world, your ideals, your destiny, and played havoc with them. We have been at the bottom of not merely the latest Great War, but of every other major revolution in your history.

We have brought discord and confusion and frustration into your personal and public life. We are still doing it. No one can tell how long we shall go on doing it. Who knows what great and glorious destiny might have been yours if we had left you alone." ~ Marclis Eli Ravage, Century Magazine February, 1926.

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"The United Nations is nothing but a trap-door to the Red World's immense concentration camp. We pretty much control the U.N." ~ Harold Wallace Rosenthal, Zionist, The Hidden Tyranny

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Very soon, every American will be required to register their biological property (that’s you and your children) in a national system designed to keep track of the people and that will operate under the ancient system of pledging. By such methodology, we can compel people to submit to our agenda, which will affect our security as a charge back for our fiat paper currency.

Every American will be forced to register or suffer being able to work and earn a living. They will be our chattels (property) and we will hold the security interest over them forever, by operation of the law merchant under the scheme of secured transactions. Americans, by unknowingly or unwittingly delivering the bills of lading (Birth Certificate) to us will be rendered bankrupt and insolvent, secured by their pledges.

They will be stripped of their rights and given a commercial value designed to make us a profit and they will be none the wiser, for not one man in a million could ever figure our plans and, if by accident one or two should figure it out, we have in our arsenal plausible deniability.

After all, this is the only logical way to fund government, by floating liens and debts to the registrants in the form of benefits and privileges. This will inevitably reap us huge profits beyond our wildest expectations and leave every American a contributor to this fraud, which we will call “Social Insurance.”

Without realizing it, every American will unknowingly be our servant, however begrudgingly. The people will become helpless and without any hope for their redemption and we will employ the high office (presidency) of our dummy corporation (USA) to foment this plot against America.” ~ American traitor, the Jew Edward Mandell House giving a very detailed outline of the New World Order plans that were to be implemented gradually over time to enslave the American people ... A PLAN THAT HAS BEEN REPEATED IN CANADA, AUSTRALIA, BRITAIN AND ELSEWHERE.

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"You throw a little Jewish on top of that, you got trouble. You got a bunch of wild, crazy energy.

"Sorry that doesn't sound hippie. Sorry that doesn't sound like communal jubilant fun. Sorry I'm not a Pepper. Sorry I didn't pop out of a soda-pop ad, and life is just one big fucking cabaret, because a lot of what propelled Van Halen, what compels me and propels me is precisely this element. It's fury. If you approach me with anti-Semetic preconceptions, I'm not here to re-educate. I come from a whole different school of thought. If you don't get it on the first try, fuck you.

"I once heard somebody say to the Van Halens, "You guys play the music; the Jew sells it." Well, you're fucking right. And now that I'm gone, Van Halen stinks. Okay?

"Want to know why some of my contributions to Van Halen sound like they do? Didn't come from a smiling place in my soul. Not at all.

"Nobody ever said to Mick Jagger, "So, Mick, you're Episcopalian, aren't you?" Nobody ever took Jimi Hendrix aside and said, "So, Jimi, you're a Baptist, aren't you?" Much less start off the interview that way.

"Every step I took on that stage was smashing some Jew-hating, lousy punk ever deeper into the deck. Every step. I jumped higher 'cause I knew there was going to be more impact when I hit those boards. And if you were even vaguely anti-Semetic, you were under my wheels, motherfucker. That's where the lyrics came from, that's where the body language came from, that's where the humor came from, and where the fuck you came from. All equally as important. You want to know the ingredients? Don't ask if you don't want to know.

"What you get from repression and what you get from hatred is fury, and fury was one of the main trigger points for the great Van Halen. What you see now is a bunch of buffoons waddling around at the family barbecue, and their wives admonishing the children saying, "Don't worry, Daddy's just had a few too many Coors Lights and he's imitating what he used to do for a living when he played music, honey."

"What's missing is the testosterone. What's missing is the fury. What's missing is the passionate convicted commitment. And I got a lot of mine from my religious background. So y'all best stop imagining the way Dr. Zorba looked, or some defenseless Hasidic Jew with a little yarmulke on his head, 'cause that ain't here for you." ~ David Lee Roth

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Rabbi Isaac Wise, in The Israelite of America writes, “Masonry is a Jewish institution whose history, degrees, charges, passwords, and explanations are Jewish from beginning to end

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“We infiltrated the Roman Catholic Church right from the very beginning. Why do you think the Pope, the Cardinals and all the Bishops wear yarlmulkahs? (skullcaps) The white race never figures this out. A thousand years later the white race began to wake up ... we had to come up with a plan B ... so we formed the Jesuits. There was a nice boy, Ignatius Loyola. He started the Jesuits.” (Loyola was Jewish. Research/read the Jesuit Extreme Oath) Regarding the Jesuits, quoting Rabbi Finkelstein

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Does worship of the Talmud pervade Judaism globally? Herman Wouk, Orthodox Jew and famed author of The Cain Mutiny, affirms, “The Talmud is to this day the circulating heart’s blood of the Jewish religion. Whatever laws, customs, ceremonies we observe ~ whether we are Orthodox, Reform,Conservative, or merely spasmodic sentimentalists ~ we follow the Talmud. It is our common law.”

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From Jews Must Liveby Samuel Roth, pg. 22. “The organ is diseased. This disease is a sort of moral gonorrhea known as Judaism, which, alas, seems to be incurable. If you have any doubts, look at any Jew ridden country in Europe. If you need to be further convinced, take a look at what is happening in the United States.”

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“Every synagogue we Jews build in a Christian country is a finger of scorn we point at our hosts; a sore finger we stick into their eyes, like the leering of a senile old woman who does all sorts of foul mischief before you, and feels safe in the knowledge that you will not lay hands on her for fear of contamination.” ibid., pg.

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Sen. Al Franken: One of the widely disseminated stories was that no Jews died in the collapse of the Trade Towers because they had received calls telling them not to go to work that day.

To tell you the truth, I got the Jew call. I had an office in the Trade Center where I used to do most of my writing. The call came from former New York mayor Ed Koch. “Al,” he told me, “don’t go to work on the twenty-third day of Elul [September 11, 2001.].”


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Tell me, do the evil men of this world have a bad time? They hunt and catch whatever they feel like eating. They don’t suffer from indigestion and are not punished by Heaven. I want Israel to join that club. Maybe the world will then at last begin to fear us…Maybe they will start to tremble, to fear our madness instead of admiring our nobility. Let them tremble, let them call us a mad state. Let them understand that we are a wild country, dangerous to our surroundings, not normal, that we might go crazy, that we might go wild and burn all the oil fields in the Middle East, or that we might start World War Three just like that. ~ Ariel Sharon